Well one thing for sure is that I really like the pose, especially the way the back legs are positioned. I do not think you have failed at all And I guess that you are just going through one of those moments where you feel that everything you do isn't good enough. In the end do what ever pleases you the most White. I'm sure your watchers look forward to anything that you will do. Then agaon as an arttrade I get why you'd want to make it as good as you possibly can.